so im finally a liscensed cpht (certified pharmacy tech)!!! and twenty one- SO WEIRD. and going to accc SOON to do classes in january. and i feel over excited. emma-keeps fighting w/me while drunk-and i feel so fed up. like the feelings right before u cheat, or close to cheat. & a few ppl r tlkn 2 me & idk. no time for amything tho. didnt go out for a WHILE. then took my test & got so fucked up on halloween i Loved it. well. im torn. and need more girlfriends. all the ones i thought i had-never want to hang out with me. im exhausted. walked home frm wendys earlier DIE. goodnight